A piece of Rational thinking

Tears fall, as a confused heart sighs, wishing the loneliness would subside, filled with hope with nothing to hope for. Jealously for something of not possession arisen. one love and a thousand goodbyes dance in  dreams.   Awaking the soul of the beast with hundred sweet promises and eyes filled with full moons. Bringing the piano's hook to an untimely end, groping in sultry salutation towards the nearest burlesque beauty. Love seeks to prevail when common sense is lost beneath the faint aroma of warm mint in the air she exhales over his smile, and he struggles to come to terms with the fact that Rationality and Reason play larger roles in her life than he ever could. but my friendly companion anguish  never sleeps it sits on my shoulder hungry vulture ready to eat carrions of my dead thoughts and hopes all what’s left for me is?